Its March already! Time flies! Good news, this month gonna be slightly busy which is good. A few road-shows coming up and a short solo trip! Looking forward to! It has been like 6 years since I had my solo trip. 6 years ago my solo trip is more like an adventurous trip. Thrill and exciting.. 6 years later today, my solo trip will be a quiet one to think through everything. Clear my mind and look further away. Not too bad but.. just need to be tough to go through quiet travelling.
Bad start for 2015. Blame no one but myself. But maybe everything happens for a reason. No choice but to hold on to this statement. Life will yet to be beautiful again soon.
Happy Chap Goh Mei People!!! I am eat this mandarin now! *oh nom nom nom*
It took me 27 years to realised why my relationships doesn’t work out. I’ve always believed that as long as I hold on to my principle, as long as I love, I can just be myself and do whatever I want without needing to please people around me of what I am doing. When I was younger, I love fame, I love recognition, and thats why this blog exist, I want to be a butterfly that everyone knows. I am very ignorant of what people like to say. I am very arrogant and ego at times that I don’t give a care of what people thinks. (NO its not true, you have to behave all the time in order to survive in a small community like Kuching) I love humans, I love to be the center of attraction when I am out or when I am in a university. I enjoyed having a lot of friends. I like to be surrounded by friends. I like to be special. I am active in almost everything, you named it i got it. I like to do things that people don’t really know, that makes me special. That was my university life.
8 years later, or I should say 4 years later which is 4 years ago, I realised that fame is not a good thing for me. I admit that I know a lot of people in this small town of Kuching, or I should say a lot of people know me even though I don’t know them. I don’t want this fame anymore but I am the one who put myself into this kind of situation. I have failed relationship, who doesn’t right? I was crazy before after a failed relationship with my ex-bf when I was in university. I get crazy.. I started to drink, I started to go out late, I started to let go of myself just to be happy. Things get even worse when I am in pharmaceutical line, its like a freedom for me, we whole bunch of friends will just go out and have fun drinking after work during outstations. Crazy but happy moments. But that time i was so naive, I thought its okay to get crazy at times but I never consider about people bad-mouthing and all the gossips. I still stay ignorant with the attitude like… who cares! People who know me they know, people who don’t know me, fuck it. This kind of attitude. I never thought it impact so much after years. I was just too silly.
Rumours spread, it doesn’t even matter if its true or not. They just spread like there’s no tomorrow. To the extent that it can even make up stories. Because kuching is so small, they judge by what they heard, duno after how many hands and dunno how many untrue info. They just spread. especially you are someone that everyone knows. I still dont give a damn about it, super arrogant and it make things worse. YES. I used to club, I used to drink a lot, I used to be everyone happy friends but who doesn’t have their own past? No matter how I wanted to change, how i took initiative to change, how much good i did. They like to gossip about the pass. I take it, because I am the one who originally wanted to be a butterfly. People always say, you do 9 good things and just 1 bad one. The bad one stands out. I take it as my own blame.
I reanalysed myself, its my fault. I am very sociable if you know or dont even know me. I am always a happy nuts among my friends or anyhow group. But deep down inside me, do you know that I am also a human with feelings? I chose to cover up my sorrow because I dont want to look sad all the time but today it says it all. You are happy? People will say:” This girl happy go lucky one. Not serious.” I am playful at times. Yes sometimes till today I still am, but playful doesn’t mean no serious and can take things lightly. Things that killed me over and over again is relationships. I can’t manage it well.
I learnt how to change myself. Everything start from myself. Behave like one and people will stop talking? Is it true? No its not. But at least I wanted to put effort for myself and not being just playful all the time. Its a very brave first step to step out of my own comfort zone. It took me a lot of courage to overcome it. Best friends, I only have 2. Technically only 1. The trusted only one. Thank you Debbie I know you been through a lot with me. Ups and downs and you never judge, because you know me. No judge, whack is reasonable. “) I’m so glad to have you not judging my past and always by my side supporting me no matter what.
My problem is.. I have a lot of male friends and I am extremely close with them. Reason is merely because males are less bitchy. But its also the issue that got me into trouble. From today onwards, I will have to start to change for myself. No touching shoulders with males, No laughing loudly in a group. No misbehave among friends. I portray myself as a joker, they treat me like jokes. I behave like a lady, I hope they will too. It took so much for me to finally accept this point. I am reluctant to change how I treat my friends but sometimes changes have to be made in order to change the perspective. Everything start within my own self.
Like I say, I am like a messy harbour now. No proper ship wanted to dock a messy harbour. So i will redefine myself. As long as I do it right, the right ship will dock. I’m still messy for this whole day, I dont get it, I dont understand, I dont know what have i done to deserve all these comments from unknown strangers. But now i know, people just judge because they know very less. People judge based on my action without thinking twice. Bad comments are more interesting anyway. So from today onwards, letter to myself — I’ll make sure you all have nothing to say about me in the future. Starts from action and not blaming others for my failure in relationship. Its all my fault. I take it.
People who still stands with me, I will treasure you all 10 times more. People who don’t, I just wanted to say sorry if I mislead you with my actions. My heart is still bleeding but its never too late to change for good. Things happen for a reason. If can mend, I will. If it can’t be mend, I will take it as a very heavy lesson. I will take my own responsibility for all my actions.
Thank you myself for being strong. Not the crying baby anymore.
Schedule packed? Reunion dinners lining up even a week before Chinese New Year? In this food concious society nowadays, I believed you wont be just having one reunion dinner, you gonna have reunion dinners with your friends, your colleagues, your classmate, your bosses, your every network linked partners. I’m having one next week and only now then I know what’s the problem of having earlier celebration.
Problem 1 : A lot of restaurants and hotels do not provide CNY package dinner yet. They only start 2 or 3 days before CNY
Problem 2 : CNY package dinner is kind of expensive even in a very normal chinese restaurant. Starting price like 488? *hmmm*
So here comes the solution. Started serving on the 4th February 2015 until Chinese New Year! Good ambience, good quality of food and most foremost very affordable price. The Banquet Kuching. I’ll attached the menu here as reference. Wanted to have reunion dinner at home but too lazy to cook? No problem, CNY dinner take away package is only RM 218 nett. Tempting right?
Ok lets start the feast. Oh by the way, the dishes we are having as below is not a fixed package dishes but they are New year special ala carte, which is highly recommended by the chef. Yums yums. Yes you can get them at a very good price too!
The tradition first!
Prosperity toss with Mango smoked duck.
Something unique about the prosperity toss, they infused mango flavoured to the smoked duck… a very mild tingling madness of mango when you bite into the smoked duck. Oh nom nom nom*
My happy lovely eating groupie *winks winks*
Stir-fried Mix Vegetables with scallops in egg yolk-yam ring
The twist is not the scallop. Its the egg yolk-yam ring.. which sadly I’m so busy eating i forgot to take a picture of it. hehehe! But everything with egg yolk is niceee!
Broccoli with stewed dried oyster served with black moss.
Special braised duck with black pepper. Now, this is something I need to shout about. Nothing similar to the normal braised duck you have in other restaurant. This is a creation, or you can say inspiration of the chef to cook the duck in black pepper. It might look normal but hey! once you take a bite of it, you want more. The mild spicy kick of the black pepper layered with 5 different spices compliment the duck just well. The marination is spot on, duck is sinfully juicy and the stuffing.. need not to say.. memorizes you! Not to further elaborate it, you have to try to believe it!
Another dish I love the most is the Prosperity “Poon Choi”. “Poon Choi” simply means the Big Bowl Feast, served in a wooden or porcelain basins layered with more than 10 types of different ingredients. A perfect choice for gathering and those who are lazy to cook during this special day of Chinese New Year, what do we have in here? Almost everything prosperous!
For the Banquet “Poon Choi”, we have dried scallop, sea cucumber, fish maw, sea asparagus, prawns, roasted duck, mushroom, bean gluten, lotus root and yam. For ala carte “Poon Choi” they are selling at RM 268 nett with a free big pot! Now, this is something! For me, every ingredient is cooked well, seasoned well and presented well. I can still imagine me eating the sea cucumber!! hohohoho
So what are you waiting for? The best solution for your Chinese New Year eve reunion dinner is just in front of you! Call 082-451414 to order and your dinner is good to go!! Specially thanks to The Banquet group for the helpful and always in service attitude! *mua*
Now, give me chances to post my selfie pic! *weeeeeeeeeeeee* and Happy Goat Year everyone! *cuddle cuddle*
Have been crazily busy recently. Crazy but happy. It has been such a long time since I was so busy. Hehehe. Bad thing is… Neglect my little bloggie again. CNY is just around the corner, so many pending posts.. so many things so little time minus my entertainment time. Teehehehe! Anyway, just wanted to drop by and say Hi!
Things are good lately, ups and downs of coz but the happy part stands more. Its February now! Time passed so fast hor
Just a random blog post to let you guys know that I’m still alive kicking.. and if you forgotten how I look like…