Posted by ~YienYien~ on Apr 23, 2012 in A new life
, Yien's Dearest
22 April 2012. Last Day of Brian & Menchu’s 3 days visit.
Catching up with them bring back a lot of the best memories we had 2 years back. When they first came to Kuching as guest intructors for Body Combat. Where we had our first experience on Body Jam and Body Attack as well. Those were the lovely days. Unforgettable and always so crazy!
And our venue? Silhouette.. which closed down months after they left kuching as well two years ago.
2010. We then became a whole big family. Hang out everyday. Workout everyday and Get Crazy everyday after the workout.
2012. Two years later, Brian said he was disappointed when he dint see the old faces in gym anymore. Heart-felt as well because now everything is different already. Gym is full of new faces and packed everyday. Cant even work out now. But anyhow, we are still the lovely family that we used to be!
Brian & Menchu! Please come back more often!!!
We’ll bring you more kolo mee as you bring back so many laughters!! Love, xoxo
Posted by ~YienYien~ on Apr 20, 2012 in A new life
Emo moment when you found out something very hurtful, and triple times hurtful when u discovered that actually your close friends around you all knew about it and you were the last to know; making you look like an idoit.
Hurt x 3
Starting to hide yourself in a different crowd that have no connection to your past. Feeling less embarrassed like that. Refused to go gatherings anyhow because you have no face to face all your close friends. Feeling insecure dont know actually how many of them knew about it and how they discuss behind. Unexpectedly, more than you have expected.
Heart died. Just.Like.That
Posted by ~YienYien~ on Apr 16, 2012 in A new life
They said : Shopping and spending money takes every sickness outta a women. Well, its not 100% true but it certainly helps!
Today, reflecting that i have not really pampered myself for a long time, i mean mentally… I decided to went for a hairdo and every thing that i can think at the moment.
Well, i have been sticking with my long hair for almost… forever di. A new reset life, a new image, new changes!!!
A 4 hour hair do…. I am happy with the result. At least i look different di.
Next, went on for a shopping. Spent RM 350 on 5 lovely outfit. Ok lar.. Kuching nothing to shop one bah… Wanted to go for manipedi but have no time for it.
So many paperwork needa do and tomorrow have to fly to KK for blitz. Haih!!! Flying again.. i hate packing.. i hate unpacking even more…. Guess i have to stick to this one for quite sometime.
I start picking up blogs to read again… like i used to do last time. I realized after all these while, reading blogs still a part of my life. I enjoy reading blogs. Click on all the familiar names and start picking up. Living in the blogosphere is still something i like.
Life is about discovering and learning things day by day. I guess i have to start figuring what i want/like in life. Let the pass flows and welcome to a new start of life
Hows your sunday people?
Posted by ~YienYien~ on Apr 15, 2012 in A new life
, Daily Life
14 April 2012, marked the day i have to wake up from everything. I’m glad i have seen the world better. To know that the world can be a wonderful place to live in, to realize that the world can be a place full of cruelty and betrayal. I always have a very poor ability to judge friends. I can be very accurate in analyzing strangers but as for friends, i always misjudge.
Today, after talking to a really heart to heart friend of mine, i convinced myself; What doesnt kill me will make me stronger. Guess i have to take up the advice and reset my life. Change the way i live and change the way i think and behave. Be positive.
Yes, i believe i can. I hope i can. I hope i can bury the little dark corner inside my heart. Its closed. Its no longer need to be refreshed.
I came out with a few silly theory of mine which i am going to follow from today onwards:
1) Trust no one but myself and my family
2) Open up my mind, forget the past and be positive
3) There’s only less than 5 sincere and honest friends around, i am going to treasure only those few.
4) Friends are not important to me, i do not want to commit.
5) I shall not put my heart in friendship. A few of them whom i really treasure broke my heart and make my trust on them as worthless as dust.
6) Improve on self presentation. Look more beautiful will boost up confidence.
7) Reset and start a new life tomorrow onwards.
I am going to live a different life starting tomorrow. I hope i can adapt to the new life. Leave the past aside, figure out what i really want and start going for it. For a little right step i took to achieve what i want, i reward myself.
I can make my life beautiful as well.