PITY Guy

Posted by ~YienYien~ on Jul 5, 2009 in Feelings, Just Bla-ingz

The reason which motivate me to write this entry is because i feel blessed.. and i feel lucky that steve and i do not have this kinda situation. AMen.

Oh.. before i start the story…

HAPPIE BURDAY GORDON!!!!!!!!! and.. HAPPY BURDAE FRANKIE!!

Ok.. here’s my story.. here is goes.. i somehow found a story of a man very stupid and pity. Oh.. what i can say is really these two words. STUPID n PITY. Perhaps.. it explained love is blind? hahaha!! i guess so.. so cant blame him as well..

I was too bored and too nth to do that hour.. so i decided to go for some gossip.. hmm.. in fact.. i am really sorry and pity about him for what things are. This guy is a loyal guy.. he love his gf.. but some how.. this girl is a total bitch who loves to flirt and is generous in spreading love to others.. the guy did not know until this year. WHAT A PITY.

They broke up once and decided to go back together again becoz the girl is too lonely. The guy is stupid.. so he agrees.. somehow.. the guy need to go somewhere for furthur studies and left the gf here exposed to great opportunity to hunt for other guys.. The relationship doesnt work out of coz.. the girl change her heart 3 or 4 times in the relationship. the truth is.. actually the girl get back to the guy only for a comfort place.. when the guy go.. the girl keep looking for other options while maintaining the pity guy as a spare tire.

Months later.. the girl finally found some target.. so she started to ignore the guy.. the guy was stupid.. he thought the girl is just busy or sth.. he is patient as he love her. He din know the true colours of the girl even thou he know her for years.. PITY o not.. and yet.. LOVE is blind.. he knows the girl somehow doesnt love him with the true heart but yet… He is willing to be there for her.. STUPID o not.. i never know he can be so stupid… but nevermind.. at least i think now he knows.. he hate himself for being so stupid as well.. PITY.

The even more ridiculous thing… HIS BEST FREN.. also the girl’s BEST FREN.. knew about the girl hunting for guys all these while.. she knows the girl cheat on the guy.. she knows everything..but when everytime the guy is sad and ask for advice or ask wad is happening??� She choose to lie to the guy that nth is happen.. WHAT THE F*CK?? This is wad u call “BEST FRIEND”???? WTF WTF WTF!! and.. even until today when they meet.. she can treat like nth happen and she never felt sorry. WOW!!! guilty? NO? *salute*

DEFINE BEST FRIEND?? and another kolien de Point.. He still treat her as best friend. HAHAHA! FUNNY O NOT? U can see how generous this guy is. I salute. For This girl who is considered as his BEST FRIEND. I think somehow u should be ashamed of urself.. this is not wad a best fren will do.. if u think protect the girl friend is more important.. at least u hint or giv advice to him.. so that he will not be so sad or be so stupidly betrayed.. OR perhaps.. U CAN ADVICE UR GIRL FRIEND that she should not go into two relationship in a time OR do not play with the guy (her best fren as well). MAKE sense??

I SALUTE to these kind of ppl who keep considering themselves as their best friend but still not speaking the truth.. perhaps.. she really do help the guy a lot last time.. but still… think properly… CANT U DIFFERENTIATE BLACK AND WHITE?! HAHAHAHAHA!! *I din mean to insult anyone.. its non of my business.. just that.. i find it ridiculous*

WHAT can i say?? THERE are so many KINDS of ppl in this world… Shameful..

BUT the GOOD NEWS is… Steve and I owes have OUR gang who treated us sincerely and really as BEST FRIENDS… and also my secondary sch mates…i love u all.. after i know all the incident happen to that guy… I m so thankful to GOD for giving me the gang and my sista who owes love me with HONESTY.

THIS IS WHAT I CALL BEST FRIEND. REAL one.

And my Dar.. he has wonderful ex-classmates and the gang as well!! ohh!! we r so happie.. I PRAY HARD that the guy’s incident will NEVER happen to us or any of our friends.

p/s: Be By God’s Side.. he will giv u the real friends.. but not the so called “best friend”. But still.. the guy is living happily right now.. God bless. ^^ i hope somehow the “best fren” read this and she will apologise to the guy someday. ^^ God bless u too. BUT not ur slutty girl friend. =) Belief in KARMA. She will rot in hell. ^^

Do you have any stories to tell?? share le…~

Ever since i start to work.. or should i say step into this society.. there are stil a lot of things i have to learn.. omg omg!! U SEE THIS.. wad kind of ppl oso got ah in this world.. just lucky for me.. i haven been thru all this hardship. For most.. GOD BLESS me to have a PERFECT family.. A LOVING BF.. a bunch of great sistas.. and a group of ultimate premium SINCERE gang. Guess what.. I love u all!

I FEEL LIKE I M BEING PROTECTED! MUAHAHAHAHA!!!

Again.. please be reminded the motivation of writing this entry is NOT to insult or humiliate anyone.. i just feel THANKFUL that steve and i do not have such situation. But as for the girls.. if u feel insulted.. hmm.. I GUESS u shud feel ashamed of urself more. ^^ Have a nice day ppl!!

In conclusion, Love is blind. the girl is damn ugly. Trust me.. Ugly is not a sin.. BUT.. having a personality which loves to cheat on Bfs and having few relationship with others at the same time.. make her more uglier.. right?? One word : SINFUL. The world is full of unexpected devils!

Tags: Gossips!

Remembrance : Boy Boy

Posted by ~YienYien~ on May 21, 2009 in Feelings

Death is hard to predict.. What more to say two death in two days continuously?? This evening.. Boy Boy passed away. Boy boy is a stray dog adopted by my dar, STEVE and we both took care of it…

Boy Boy is a puppy actually.. it is just the most one year old plus plus. Dar adopted him during Beginning of March when i was still in Melbourne.. HE is very active and very intelligent. You can know it throughout my dar’s blog.

Boy Boy prefer to stay outside of the house as he got a lot of stray dogs friends. You can see him playing happily every morning and afternoon when dar is at work. And til evening.. he will wave his tail to wait for him to come back. Just before we went to Phuket… We build boy boy a so-called kennel. Just in case if no one can let him go in the house during raining time.. he at least have a shelter..

When we came back from Phuket, dar’s mummy tell us boy boy never want to go in the kennel we built. She say probably is too small.. He really never go in. But we still keep it in case it rains heavily. Last week.. or less than a week.. the council go around the neighbourhood and caught all the stray dogs away…! And coincidencely.. the day b4 the incident.. dar gave boy boy a collar.. Thats the reason he is not taken away..

But things started to change since then.. boy boy slowly bcum inactive… he doesnt run here and there.. he walk slowly.. doesnt wanna play so much.. and eat just a little.. We became very worry.. but.. he is still ok.. just a little bit quiet..

4 days ago.. things started to get worst.. boy boy do not wan to eat even. Not a bite.. and he often stand or sit at some place for hours unmoved. So not active..

The night before yesterday.. it rainned heavily.. we quickly ask boy boy to come under the roof.. but he doesnt want.. he remain unmoved. Dar very heartache so he took an umbrella and hug him to the carpark.. under the roof.. He isnt moving. We then go get some food for him. He doesnt want to eat. He run to the garden where the heavy pouring rain is.. He jus stood there.. look at one direction and not moving. I took at umbrella.. climb up the garden.. and stood beside boy boy.. hopefully the umbrella can covered him. But it was so cold i knot tahan so i came down. Dar again go hug him and bring him back to the shelter. He run to the rain and lay down under the down pour. I said mayb he is just depressed that his friends all got caught. There is not even one stray dogs around..

That night we the rain stops and dar wanted to send me home. Boy Boy disappear… Disappear until the next day which is yesterday. Yesterday my babysitter’s husband passed away.. so i din go to dar house. But according to dar, boy boy din want to eat.

Today morning.. Dar decided to take boy boy to the Vet. Boy Boy is getting so skinner which we really heart broken. Dar said this morning.. there are two white liquid hanging there on each eyes. He brought him to the vet and DAMN.. the vet is not open yet. Dar had seminar to attend to he decided to bring boy boy to vet this evening. When he finally reach home at 4.30pm… He couldnt find boy boy…

it was 7.30pm sth when dar come pick me and had a little dinner. Around 8pm.. we wanted to bring him to Vet as the Vet closed at 8.30pm.. We reached the gate and i slightly saw boy boy’s leg under the kennel… I told dar.. we were so happy we found him.. But i had a very bad feeling as he din not come out when we back. I couldnt see clearly as the sky is really dark… I called out boy boy.. but no response.. my heart started to shiver.. by then.. dar already roughly sense that he is gone.. as he really doesnt look good this 3 days..

He grab a touch light and i flash on boy boy.. He is dead.. i look at his face.. His mouth is wide open.. eyes are open and there are tears all along the eyes to his face… HE never went in the kennel b4 and now he go in for the first and last time to die there… i just couldnt hold myself.. He come back and die in the kennel we make for him..

i couldnt continue it anymore…

Mummy miss u boy boy.. Daddy even more heart broken than mummy is..

What a world.. did he die because of depression? do dogs have depression? i dont know.. i know i have so much pain these two days..

May God guide me through..

Tomolo evening i m going to buy some flowers for him.. anyone who wanted to drop him some love.. just let me know i will drop ur name in.

Tags: Boy Boy

Heart-Tearing

Posted by ~YienYien~ on May 19, 2009 in Feelings

Today is suppose to be happy or more towards exciting.. because today is the day i started my new chapter of life.. i am working now.. yes.. my first day of work… time to experience the cruel reality of working. =)

BUT.. it turned out to be a heart-tearing day for me… 5pm.. i m happily packing my stuff to go home.. 5.30pm.. i reached home.. took a bath… load some videos to entertain myself after dinner… 6.15pm.. Daddy mummy came home… prepared dinner.. i had my dinner and i continue youtub-ing…

It was roughly 7pm when mummy’s phone rang.. my aunty called. she talk kinda loud and i heard “better don let ah yien know?” some kinda stuff.. i curiously go out from my room and mummy straight away tell me HE passed away.. I burst into tears. Broke Down.

HE is my babysitter.. to be exact.. a husband of my babysitter.. many ppl will be thinking.. wad so big deal about baby sitter.. a lot of ppl had a babysitter.. BUT mine is totally different.. When i was very young.. very very young i mean.. daddy mummy is working.. so they settle my brother and i to a very EVIL nursery where i think that baby sitter is a devil from HELL.. He locked my brother in the room because my brother don wan to eat porriage.. YEa.. and of coz.. i accompany my bro as well.. that makes us two little kids starving from morning til evening..

My cousins on the other way.. had a very good baby sitter.. BUT that babysitter and the family decided not to continue to babysit any babies after my cousin because they are kinda old already.. that time they are around 50 plus already.. but my aunty and my parents kinda hope she could take care of us as we really needed some good ppl… and she finally nodded.. She took good care of us until we love her so much.. She treated us like her own children.. of coz.. She is refering to the whole family lo.

Honestly speaking.. My brother and I had a very good childhood not only because of how our family raise us up but partially also because of my babysitter and her family. Thats y we still keep in contact for all these years.. Sorry to say that but the truth.. My brother and I are closer with my babysitter and her husband than with our own grandparents.. We ask ourselves a lot of times.. who is more important in our heart except our parents…? They are… THEY ARE. The answer always remain the same. None of my grandparents can overtake them.. WHY? Partially because we spent our childhood time 60% with our parents and 40% with Them..

They love us sincerely..they took care of us with their own heart.. i remember last time HE used to help my brother and I to use some thick steel to grab hold on ur drawing papers because it was too thick.. haih.. i know no one will understand except my brother. Just now.. i heard my aunty said my babysitter is a good person.. but the husband is a bit fierce and unfriendly. YOU ARE TOTALLY wrong. HE pampered us just like his own children. They said those harsh words because they do not even know him. DO they spent the whole day.. or probably a few years time with HIM? How could they said this as you don even understand him. I m angry.. but pointless… I m heart tearing that he left us alone.. leaving the world. Leaving his kind-hearted wife alone.

He passed away because of Malaria.. or Denggi.. Wadever! i know are those damn tiny creature.DEPRESSED.

In a positive way of thinking.. He had spent his 75 years in this world with our love.

You will always be in our heart.. The least.. it will forever remain in my heart and ah lun’s heart. Gong…Rest in Peace

Tags: Feelings

Melbourne Day 1

Posted by ~YienYien~ on Mar 9, 2009 in Australia, Feelings, Just Bla-ingz

In this very afternoon.. i wake up at 1pm melbourne time.. hehe! i know its time for lunch. For the very first time, i go down to city and i had my first meal at Don Don.. a very fine japanese restaurant. *oops.. forgot to take picture of the shop name*

I had this raw salmon set lunch.. costs me 8.30 australian dollar.. pretty cheap as in Australia

Ah leng called the famous don don set… 8 or 9 OZ dollars i am not sure.. got very delicious beef slices and chicken teppanyaki..

SImon and hung sia share the chicken curry rice.. 6.5 OZ dollar.. As a whole. NICE!

We then walked around town to have a look at the very beautiful city…. the weather is COLD.. extremely COLD..

The Architeture of the buildings in Melbourne are awesome..!

They even have unique and cute statue all around town..

and see this! hahaha.. i nid to buy one for my bibi!

Melbourne is stray-dogs n cats free.. no animals can be seen around town. But pigeon a lot lah! ^^

Coincidencely.. There is this MoomBa Festival during the time i visit Melbourne.. so why hestitate.. have a blast and enjoy myself there.. this is the biggesssssst fun fair i have ever seeen!!! and unlike malaysian soft toys.. they have ENORMOUSSSS soft toy for the winners.. and cute! teeehehehe!! not stingy like in MY country. hahaha!!!!