14 April 2012, marked the day i have to wake up from everything. I’m glad i have seen the world better. To know that the world can be a wonderful place to live in, to realize that the world can be a place full of cruelty and betrayal. I always have a very poor ability to judge friends. I can be very accurate in analyzing strangers but as for friends, i always misjudge.

Today, after talking to a really heart to heart friend of mine, i convinced myself; What doesnt kill me will make me stronger. Guess i have to take up the advice and reset my life. Change the way i live and change the way i think and behave. Be positive.

Yes, i believe i can. I hope i can. I hope i can bury the little dark corner inside my heart. Its closed. Its no longer need to be refreshed.

I came out with a few silly theory of mine which i am going to follow from today onwards:

1) Trust no one but myself and my family

2) Open up my mind, forget the past and be positive

3) There’s only less than 5 sincere and honest friends around, i am going to treasure only those few.

4) Friends are not important to me, i do not want to commit.

5) I shall not put my heart in friendship. A few of them whom i really treasure broke my heart and make my trust on them as worthless as dust.

6) Improve on self presentation. Look more beautiful will boost up confidence.

7) Reset and start a new life tomorrow onwards.

I am going to live a different life starting tomorrow. I hope i can adapt to the new life. Leave the past aside, figure out what i really want and start going for it. For a little right step i took to achieve what i want, i reward myself.

I can make my life beautiful as well.