In Memories..i owes heart u Bai Zu

Its a very short post from me today.. last night.. i visit a website… its called the dirty wow-wow.. haha.. its actually something like a site for ppl to post up their own old soft toys or like so-called bear bears.. haha.. i even saw some are like 20 years plus plus.. its cute.. and for me.. i personally thinks that the site is warm.. i can feel their love towards their bear bear.. (hmm.. of coz not only bears la.. got  rabbit.. dogs.. and so on =.=”)

And i accidentally saw one look like mine..when i saw that.. its sadden my heart immediately..

This is the one.. it look so alike like mine.. this one is called “pink teddy” wad a common name.. mine was called “bai zu”.. sobx.. i miss her so so so much.. u noe.. i love all my plush.. and i do keep ALL of them with me.. except her.. haih.. thinking of her makes me really sad.. she is a very tiny and “slim” little pig.. a very thin white pig with a body like Piglet in Winnie the pooh.. jus that the piglet got pink stripes body but my bai zu got green, blue and yellow stripes.. i still remember clearly.. bcoz i miss her. =(

Why is her not with me? When i was little.. i owes follow my parents to their kampung land to mayb burn rubbish or just walk around the fruits garden.. there is one time they went there to burn rubbish.. and after that… i cant find my bai zu!! i m so sad.. i ask mummy.. and i CLEARLY remember she told me “THEY BURNT IT”… i cant accept the fact!! i cried for days.. years after.. when i think of it.. i still cried.. i just cant take it that they burnt my bai zu.. *heartbroken*

Til when i grow up.. i ask them again.. BUT this time.. mummy deny she burnt bai zu.. she say that time they are just scaring me.. and just cin cai say.. i duno its true o not but i just remmeber they told me they burned it 11 years ago… I miss u bai zu..

And i really do love u.. til this moment when i write about u.. my tears are dipping out from my eyes. haih… =…(

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10 Comments on In Memories..i owes heart u Bai Zu

  1. JL
    August 15, 2008 at 6:32 pm (10 years ago)

    yeye. don sad la. things come and go. at least we get the chance to spend so many years with baizhu. baizhu is handmade if not mistaken, by gu po, right?

    so now u have beaver and hung nei pik and gangs surrounding u. appreciate them lo, especially bibi. hehe. As for baizhu, she’ll always stay sumwhere beneath our heartz! *bibi anwei yeye*

  2. ApRiL
    August 15, 2008 at 6:55 pm (10 years ago)

    uuhuhuhuh..i just get to read ur blog today..!!!
    never know u got blog!! lol bcos last time u said u delete it lol..

    btw..this post remind to one of my doll..
    is a dog doll, since …..errrmm 15 years ago, my parents bought it in Singapore, i was so happy when they give me..
    i din give any name to the doll LOL
    until now, i still bring it to kuching lol.. i’ll show u in my blog next time..
    and small secret to tell u, that doll, always kena me pee when i was kid!!! and i NEVER wash it!!!
    hahah lucky the colour is dark brown!!

  3. ahpaul
    August 16, 2008 at 12:16 am (10 years ago)


    bai zhu kena burn kah???

    maybe bai zhu oredi go to heaven liao ler… and bai zhu is happy there… angel bai zhu… hehe…

    btw, yien yien… why dun you post and intro all your “sien yu”!!! i want to see ler… got story behind every “sien yu” kah??

    tsk tsk… ^^

  4. ~YienYien~
    August 16, 2008 at 5:47 am (10 years ago)

    [JL] sobx!!! haih.. baizu.. i so miss her.. sobx.. luckily got bibi beside me.. muahaha! and one makes baizu so valuable is bcoz she is handmade!!! hahaha.. my babysitter sew it for me.. sobx.. hmm.. not for me la actually.. she sew it.. then i saw it.. took it and she bcum mine.. hhoohoho!

    [aPril] hehe! yes darling! the blog is so so so new la.. hehe! *hugs* OH… u pee in the dog! OMG! i wanna see…! muahahaha! u did bring it to Kuching rite? muahaha! next time post up o.. then i imagine it.. *grin*

    [ahpaul] hehe! hopefully baizu is happy somewhere o.. ee.. i will post on my “xiang yu” la… they are not sien yu hor. haha.. but i got too many ma.. so duno wan to post which one first.. hehe

  5. jimmychin
    August 16, 2008 at 4:43 pm (10 years ago)

    yien, dun sad.. jiu de bu qu xin de bu lai… wait ppl buy for u 😛

  6. ~YienYien~
    August 16, 2008 at 4:52 pm (10 years ago)

    eeee… but bai zu is handmade.. sobs sobs… bai zu.. haih.. oh.. i m digging photos of hers.. ^^

  7. lo^ngiaO
    August 17, 2008 at 3:40 pm (10 years ago)

    chiuk chiuk chiuk…
    aneh kolien…
    then ask ur daddy sun pien burn *keren* nar..
    then *keren* du can go teman *bai zhu* liao mo…
    hahahah…*senyuman keji*

  8. ~YienYien~
    August 18, 2008 at 1:10 am (10 years ago)

    lo ngiao!! so jian mo! sobx! how can burn keren.. i will jump into the fire and save her out! muHAHAHAHA

  9. jimmychin
    August 18, 2008 at 8:47 am (10 years ago)

    ask someone make one for u lorr… full of “love” de… wakakkaa

  10. ~YienYien~
    August 19, 2008 at 1:23 am (10 years ago)

    Sobx sobx sobx.. knot la.. no body can replace my Bai Zu.. T.T
    Oh.. semakin miss her sudah.. mummy say mayb she dint got burnt.. ask me to look into my plush baggies.. hahahaha!!! wad do u think???? aiyo.. don dare to find.. later disappointed gok


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