I have Jagung everyday..

Yes.. I have jagung almost everyday for a week oledi.. haha.. i think nowadays are jagung season thats y i can see mummy hand carry with lotsa bundle of jagung everytime she came home from work.. Even when we are webcaming with bibi at night.. he is shocked as well to see mummy snack is always jagung!! haha!!! now is like 4.41am in the morning and i am still in front of the laptop watching youtube and beside me.. OMG!! jagung!!! again again again.. i think in the wok there still got two for tomolo’s chicken soup.. *hiak hiak hiak*

Oh ya.. jus in case you guys are not aware.. my mummy and dupy is a big fans of jagung.. they can smile even if they saw jagung around.. *imagine* haha.. Its now early in the morning so i am kinda no idea what to write.. so lets just see some photos!! weeehehehe!!!

oops.. just to add on.. dupy is my cute and chubby puppy dog.. she loves jagung.. super in love.. haha.. she can eat one batang of jagung by herself.. and she can eat til very clean.. how impressive she is o.. *kiss*

Yes.. jagung jagung jagung.. its actually called sweet corn.. but we used to it as Jagung.. muaHaHa!!

See.. this is dupy.. she is hiding underneath the table to have her favourite jagung.. see.. she ate 2 di.. so cute.. u noe.. its kinda dark underneath and she kinda blackish so cant really see her.. BUT.. theres her jagung! ^^ *winks*

Just a little sip of me..

People tend to say that if you are sad, you can write good stuff.. but is it true? I am not sure.. but i believed that when you are sad, you can write a lot.. a lot more than when you are happie. I guess its just a human nature because when you are sad, you have more to express in words. Today is a very significant day for me. VERY. What can i say.. am i sad? am i depressed? am i not happie? am i disappointed? am i hurt? Yes.. all of it.. yes i am. I do not know how to write everything down but really.. i am torn into pieces.

I somehow feel that life is very unpredictable.. i know i should have realized it earlier.. “There is nothing perfect in this world, you cant have both, ones has to forgo in order to get another..” It is phrase really applicable to everything in life? I m confused. I m not sure.. Sometimes, i will feel that i am not important at all..

Because of this, i decided to start my 4th blog today. To note down everything in my life and i will see how it goes and how it changes.  Today is 23 June 2008. I will remember today. Many will wonder why am i writing these saddy stuff in my introduction? well, i can only say that this is the only way i can actually blahz out all the things i am sad in. Yes, blog is something like an electronic dairy.. days by days, any little special things happen, sad or happie, you can just write it here. Same as me, i choose to have a blog because there is no other way i can say everything out. I m not good in sharing sad things.. i can easily burst into tears so writing may be the correct option for me.

And today.. i officially started my 4th personal blog. A little sip of me.. a little piece inside of me.. Some pieces that you cant even see it in me.. it is as minor as i uses “a sip”.. just a little sip.. When one day when you finally realized this blog.. or you will never.. i hope you know what i actually feel and how miserable i am. Sometimes.. things just cant be expressed out verbally…

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