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Sometimes its not always good to be positive all the time. Shits happened all the time, most of us will just try to ignore it and persuade ourselves to get back to the intended situation. It moves on for a lot of people, for a very long period of time.

But suddenly when you have too many things that disappoint you over time, and yet you still keep covering it by thinking it in a positive way.. i dont know about you. But sometimes i felt tired for just being too positive all the time..

How about accepting the fact and change everything? Everything as in like all the routine daily things, your lifestyle, your friends, the way you live.. Once you change it, it might not be able to come back to the previous. How many of you actually dare to take the challenge? Dare to let go of all commitments and all well-planned live of yours? Not many. I am one of the many many of you.

I dislike commitments. It holds me back. Not only  me, but almost every normal human beings in the world. I feel bad. Bad for being so unreasonably doing some mistakes. I feel confuse.. as in what should i do to fix things up. Just if time can be reversed.. okay. bullshit.

If there’s one day. In the future. or even in a very impossible way.. that we can travel around the world. Spending time in months, to stay with their culture, to experience all the different lifestyles in the world.. Put down everything to feel and appreciate the world.

Knowing a little bit more about the world and knowing a little bit less about myself.

Sometimes when you need friends the most, they are always busy. Giving petty reasons to reject you. Even if you have said out, some will just say i am busy. This is when you know who know you the best. You don have to say much. Just hint that you need a companion and she is all for you. Touched.

Thank You Debbie. *many love*

Tags: Daily Life

8.12.2010

Wasnt feeling well today. Well.. i think i am kinda feeling uneasy just now. Theres an eerie on my back.

Silly enough to have a nightmare even its like a half an hour nap. HUHUHU! Now… what should i do?

5.44am

I am like a dead zombie.. Slept at 3am last last night.. wake up at 1pm yesterday with a massive headache and stay awake until now..

Cook myself some boring breakfast took a bath.. going to pop in a panadol to cure my headache.. stop by 7/11 for a redbull and off to the appointment.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH! i am going to sleep real easy after lunch. For now. tata! ^^

Tags: Daily Life

Day 2 of September

I think i need a hair cut. My bangs is very annoying. Thought of going for a hair cut with lao mao this afternoon but ended up.. i decided to wait for like.. maybe a week or two because am planning to get a proper hair cut. Not only to trim my bangs as planned earlier. hohoho!

Anyway.. i think my blog kinda like slowly been replaced by my facebook di.. As much as i love to blog.. sometimes you just don see the comfort being stalked by some people. Or even like if i said something extreme.. friends or whoever which are concerned.. they will keep advising not to state that on the blog and bla bla bla..

When i was in my uni life, people often do ask me, what is the good thing about blogging. First comes in my mind was.. you can express your feeling in your blog.. you can write whatever you feel like in your blog because its your blog.

Now.. as more things are coming.. i find it really uncomfortable to write any of my personal things or feelings here. Why? First, normally when u write your personal stuff in your blog.. its either you are touched by some incidents or you are just too sad to share to someone else but to write. Well, the thing is.. people will start asking. Come on la, i mean.. sometimes, they just want to express it in the blog, doesnt mean that they need your advice on that particular stuff.

I stop sharing my personal things in my blog. Now, i concentrate food in my blog. But somehow, people will just misunderstood like.. oh my.. you are so rich you eat a lot of good food. The truth is.. most of the food blog is accumulated.. means.. i only go once in a while.. not everyday. Secondly, it might be a function or an event. AHHH! why am i explaining! i should care less.

Blogging but is not able to blog like the way you want. AHH! no point. Everytime before i blog, i will have to consider who will be reading this.. what will they think… will i get nag later? AHH! forget about it.. just don blog. Seee.. that is why sometimes i really feel like.. there is no point to blog. *haih*

Maybe i should just share some meaningful things once in a while then.

Not just blog. Facebook is getting less and less privacy as well. What should i do? MIA from all social networks? hahahaha!

Tags: Daily Life

1st Day of September

Yesterday was Independence Day. Intended to blog but blog exceed bandwidth. *huhu* Anyway.. i did nothing during Independence Day.. was loitering at home.. pacing around at home.. playing with my keren and busy thinking name for the new bear bear..

ended up mummy called her miuky*

For me, theres nothing much to celebrate for Independence day… perhaps.. a good thing about 31st of August is a day of holiday for everyone. People get to hang out for the sake of gathering (not because of celebrating the day of course). People get to have a good rest because of the holiday… I guess, no one will really felt honored or overjoyed because 31st August is the day we were freed from colonization? At least i wont, i wont go and hang all those stupid flag around the house compound or even at the car… Today i heard my daddy telling me about theres a guy who waved the flag on the motorcycle *ppl will really  b that stupid to do those embarrassing stuff tho* and got hit by a car. Hmm. I just felt funny.

Want me to love my country more? Maybe they should stop bullshitting about democracy.

Yes. i m vain.

Left 368 FR. Gonna clear it off by tonight.

Tags: Daily Life