3rd Week

i think i start to love all of my students. Shits happened these two days.. At first everything is still alright.. but cmon.. which office don have politics right? Somehow.. 3rd week of my work.. i got somehow lectured by some seniors.. basically is saying that i m the cause of some A level students loitering around the old block and so on.. they said.. this kinda things never happened to them before.. only when i came in.. it kinda attract those students to keep going to the office and look for me. Okay fine. Another issue.. said that i should not talk to the A level student cause they are just about my age and some may have some intentions.. ok.. wadever.. another issue.. other seniors are complaining that a lot of their students came to office to look for me.. WTF? all i can say is.. all of these is beyond my control..oh or.. mayb i can just be cruel and ignore everyone. This is wad i was told to do.

The scary part is.. the A level issue.. actually it only happen 2 days ago coz they request me to sit in for their class.. but i cant.. and they start to just hang around the office and look for me.. and the thing is.. i got called to the office and ppl are lecturing me about this issue.. wad i mean is.. WOW.. things spread really fast.

I get kinda upset yesterday bcoz i duno wad to do.. i have ECA later till evening time when i saw 3 of my Yr10 students.. have a short chit chat with them..i m not sure if they realised i m upset or they r just all the time cheerful… they keep telling me jokes to cheer me up.. i feel relief after talking to them. i always love my Yr10 class because they are young adults already. Today.. i got the same shit from different senior as well.. basically the Alevel student issue. Ok fine. i will just bare with it.. and they say i m too kind with my students. Yes i admit. Perhaps.. everyone has their own way to deal with their students right. But sadly.. mayb mine dint pleased any of the seniors there. We talked through and i have to follow the “strict-guide” on students. This after when i m having class with my Yr8. I tell them honestly that i need them to be quiet and behave properly.. if not.. i will just have to take actions which i don wan to.. Ok.. skip the details.. most of the students in Yr8 they are surprisingly very protective. To tell you honestly actually i m really touched.. I never knew they are these protective towards me. They supported me and comfort me.. all of them. for your information.. Yr8 is the most rebelliious grade in the whole school. They are tough to handle. But i have to say that after i open up my heart and tell them honestly what is going on and how i wan them to behave.. they understand and they actually behave in order to get me out of the trouble. How sweet. I duno how to describe but its very obvious that they are protecting me. i used to have some headache with some of the guys in Yr8. but now.. they seems like they understand my situation. They behave well. Not more to say those who are close to me like Ngin Pern, Ezekiel, Yi Yang, Elvin, Aaron, Hee Sung, Anson, Brendan.. they are more like helping me to make sure everything is going smooth in the class. How sweet they are right…!

I feel relief after seeing how they actually react to my words.. and i feel touched somehow. i wanted to say, i love you guys too! =) Thank you for behaving in an appropriate manner in my class.

P.S: I  m just random so decided to say everything out as its still fresh in my mind. It happened not even 2 hours ago.. but i guess mayb some day later when i read back.. i might feel “why the hack i wrote this” and delete it. HAHA! never knows.

OKay… forget about everything and enjoy the farewell party for our Rooney later!

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PITY Guy

The reason which motivate me to write this entry is because i feel blessed.. and i feel lucky that steve and i do not have this kinda situation. AMen.

Oh.. before i start the story…

HAPPIE BURDAY GORDON!!!!!!!!! and.. HAPPY BURDAE FRANKIE!!

Ok.. here’s my story.. here is goes.. i somehow found a story of a man very stupid and pity. Oh.. what i can say is really these two words. STUPID n PITY. Perhaps.. it explained love is blind? hahaha!! i guess so.. so cant blame him as well..

I was too bored and too nth to do that hour.. so i decided to go for some gossip.. hmm.. in fact.. i am really sorry and pity about him for what things are. This guy is a loyal guy.. he love his gf.. but some how.. this girl is a total bitch who loves to flirt and is generous in spreading love to others.. the guy did not know until this year. WHAT A PITY.

They broke up once and decided to go back together again becoz the girl is too lonely. The guy is stupid.. so he agrees.. somehow.. the guy need to go somewhere for furthur studies and left the gf here exposed to great opportunity to hunt for other guys.. The relationship doesnt work out of coz.. the girl change her heart 3 or 4 times in the relationship. the truth is.. actually the girl get back to the guy only for a comfort place.. when the guy go.. the girl keep looking for other options while maintaining the pity guy as a spare tire.

Months later.. the girl finally found some target.. so she started to ignore the guy.. the guy was stupid.. he thought the girl is just busy or sth.. he is patient as he love her. He din know the true colours of the girl even thou he know her for years.. PITY o not.. and yet.. LOVE is blind.. he knows the girl somehow doesnt love him with the true heart but yet… He is willing to be there for her.. STUPID o not.. i never know he can be so stupid… but nevermind.. at least i think now he knows.. he hate himself for being so stupid as well.. PITY.

The even more ridiculous thing… HIS BEST FREN.. also the girl’s BEST FREN.. knew about the girl hunting for guys all these while.. she knows the girl cheat on the guy.. she knows everything..but when everytime the guy is sad and ask for advice or ask wad is happening??  She choose to lie to the guy that nth is happen.. WHAT THE F*CK?? This is wad u call “BEST FRIEND”???? WTF WTF WTF!! and.. even until today when they meet.. she can treat like nth happen and she never felt sorry. WOW!!! guilty? NO? *salute*

DEFINE BEST FRIEND?? and another kolien de Point.. He still treat her as best friend. HAHAHA! FUNNY O NOT? U can see how generous this guy is. I salute. For This girl who is considered as his BEST FRIEND. I think somehow u should be ashamed of urself.. this is not wad a best fren will do.. if u think protect the girl friend is more important.. at least u hint or giv advice to him.. so that he will not be so sad or be so stupidly betrayed.. OR perhaps.. U CAN ADVICE UR GIRL FRIEND that she should not go into two relationship in a time OR do not play with the guy (her best fren as well). MAKE sense??

I SALUTE to these kind of ppl who keep considering themselves as their best friend but still not speaking the truth.. perhaps.. she really do help the guy a lot last time.. but still… think properly… CANT U DIFFERENTIATE BLACK AND WHITE?! HAHAHAHAHA!! *I din mean to insult anyone.. its non of my business.. just that.. i find it ridiculous*

WHAT can i say?? THERE are so many KINDS of ppl in this world… Shameful..

BUT the GOOD NEWS is… Steve and I owes have OUR gang who treated us sincerely and really as BEST FRIENDS… and also my secondary sch mates…i love u all.. after i know all the incident happen to that guy… I m so thankful to GOD for giving me the gang and my sista who owes love me with HONESTY.

THIS IS WHAT I CALL BEST FRIEND. REAL one.

And my Dar.. he has wonderful ex-classmates and the gang as well!! ohh!! we r so happie.. I PRAY HARD that the guy’s incident will NEVER happen to us or any of our friends.

p/s: Be By God’s Side.. he will giv u the real friends.. but not the so called “best friend”. But still.. the guy is living happily right now.. God bless. ^^ i hope somehow the “best fren” read this and she will apologise to the guy someday. ^^ God bless u too. BUT not ur slutty girl friend. =) Belief in KARMA. She will rot in hell. ^^

Do you have any stories to tell?? share le…~

Ever since i start to work.. or should i say step into this society.. there are stil a lot of things i have to learn.. omg omg!! U SEE THIS.. wad kind of ppl oso got ah in this world.. just lucky for me.. i haven been thru all this hardship. For most.. GOD BLESS me to have a PERFECT family.. A LOVING BF.. a bunch of great sistas.. and a group of ultimate premium SINCERE gang. Guess what.. I love u all!

I FEEL LIKE I M BEING PROTECTED! MUAHAHAHAHA!!!

Again.. please be reminded the motivation of writing this entry is NOT to insult or humiliate anyone.. i just feel THANKFUL that steve and i do not have such situation. But as for the girls.. if u feel insulted.. hmm.. I GUESS u shud feel ashamed of urself more. ^^ Have a nice day ppl!!

In conclusion, Love is blind. the girl is damn ugly. Trust me.. Ugly is not a sin.. BUT.. having a personality which loves to cheat on Bfs and having few relationship with others at the same time.. make her more uglier.. right?? One word : SINFUL. The world is full of unexpected devils!

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Remembrance : Boy Boy

Death is hard to predict.. What more to say two death in two days continuously?? This evening.. Boy Boy passed away. Boy boy is a stray dog adopted by my dar, STEVE and we both took care of it…

Boy Boy is a puppy actually.. it is just the most one year old plus plus. Dar adopted him during Beginning of March when i was still in Melbourne.. HE is very active and very intelligent. You can know it throughout my dar’s blog.

Boy Boy prefer to stay outside of the house as he got a lot of stray dogs friends. You can see him playing happily every morning and afternoon when dar is at work. And til evening.. he will wave his tail to wait for him to come back. Just before we went to Phuket… We build boy boy a so-called kennel. Just in case if no one can let him go in the house during raining time.. he at least have a shelter..

When we came back from Phuket, dar’s mummy tell us boy boy never want to go in the kennel we built. She say probably is too small.. He really never go in. But we still keep it in case it rains heavily. Last week.. or less than a week.. the council go around the neighbourhood and caught all the stray dogs away…! And coincidencely.. the day b4 the incident.. dar gave boy boy a collar.. Thats the reason he is not taken away..

But things started to change since then.. boy boy slowly bcum inactive… he doesnt run here and there.. he walk slowly.. doesnt wanna play so much.. and eat just a little.. We became very worry.. but.. he is still ok.. just a little bit quiet..

4 days ago.. things started to get worst.. boy boy do not wan to eat even. Not a bite.. and he often stand or sit at some place for hours unmoved. So not active..

The night before yesterday.. it rainned heavily.. we quickly ask boy boy to come under the roof.. but he doesnt want.. he remain unmoved. Dar very heartache so he took an umbrella and hug him to the carpark.. under the roof.. He isnt moving. We then go get some food for him. He doesnt want to eat. He run to the garden where the heavy pouring rain is.. He jus stood there.. look at one direction and not moving. I took at umbrella.. climb up the garden.. and stood beside boy boy.. hopefully the umbrella can covered him. But it was so cold i knot tahan so i came down. Dar again go hug him and bring him back to the shelter. He run to the rain and lay down under the down pour. I said mayb he is just depressed that his friends all got caught. There is not even one stray dogs around..

That night we the rain stops and dar wanted to send me home. Boy Boy disappear… Disappear until the next day which is yesterday. Yesterday my babysitter’s husband passed away.. so i din go to dar house. But according to dar, boy boy din want to eat.

Today morning.. Dar decided to take boy boy to the Vet. Boy Boy is getting so skinner which we really heart broken. Dar said this morning.. there are two white liquid hanging there on each eyes. He brought him to the vet and DAMN.. the vet is not open yet. Dar had seminar to attend to he decided to bring boy boy to vet this evening. When he finally reach home at 4.30pm… He couldnt find boy boy…

it was 7.30pm sth when dar come pick me and had a little dinner. Around 8pm.. we wanted to bring him to Vet as the Vet closed at 8.30pm.. We reached the gate and i slightly saw boy boy’s leg under the kennel… I told dar.. we were so happy we found him.. But i had a very bad feeling as he din not come out when we back. I couldnt see clearly as the sky is really dark… I called out boy boy.. but no response.. my heart started to shiver.. by then.. dar already roughly sense that he is gone.. as he really doesnt look good this 3 days..

He grab a touch light and i flash on boy boy.. He is dead.. i look at his face.. His mouth is wide open.. eyes are open and there are tears all along the eyes to his face… HE never went in the kennel b4 and now he go in for the first and last time to die there… i just couldnt hold myself.. He come back and die in the kennel we make for him..

i couldnt continue it anymore…

Mummy miss u boy boy.. Daddy even more heart broken than mummy is..

What a world.. did he die because of depression? do dogs have depression? i dont know.. i know i have so much pain these two days..

May God guide me through..

Tomolo evening i m going to buy some flowers for him.. anyone who wanted to drop him some love.. just let me know i will drop ur name in.

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